Think this was the most fruitful day i'd spent on a weekend w/o you...
Get up early in the morning to jog and met up with Wenfu at orchard. I need to buy my skincare product liaoz.. all finish at the same time, its always the case loh.. SO i really spent quite alot.. SOB!
Walked really up and down orchard coz Wenfu wanna get his shoes and a present. Tired.. leg sour... but i like it! LOL
We ended the walking at Fruit Paradise.. The fruit cake is yummy! but ex..
My watch battery die off le and the time stopped at 4.30pm.. i really tot its still 4.30pm even untill 5.50pm lo... Lucky my phone rang... if not, i dunno how late i'll be to meet my family siaz! RUSH HOME!!!! and off to East Coast Park! Actually we planned to cycle but because of my late, its kinda late to cycle liao.. So we chit chat lo.... Till almost 11pm!!! I didnt expect we could chat so long lo... Quality time spent with my family =D
Den the clicks called to say they going to Punggol End.. They bought fishing rods! They are out of activities to do liaoz.. Was too tired and sianz to stay on so went home early.. Wonder they caught any fishes... Anyway, the fish in the photo is put back into sea coz it's not a catchable fish.
Went to Macritchie Reservoir for some exercise with my family. Long long time nv go there with them liaoz.. Its our weekend routine during my kids time.. LOL
Lazy to type.. Just wanna post up the sunset.. Heex!
He called and updated about him and i updated about me.
Told him the accident with the bus which dad caused, told him the long traveling to and forth The Chervons, told him about the renting of the car to Debra for Company purpose... Conversation turned out to be kinda unpleasant..
Haiz...
Its just 1.5 weeks... If he is here, there wont be these problem..
Ytd my colleagues, debra & wenli, plan to go ktv.. and for the sake of not letting our little small ger wenli to go home alone back to Boonlay, we plan to ktv at the west. So i suggested The Chervons.
Means i have to go home get car too.. asked wenfu & chenbin to go too..
Waited at home for the 2 ladies to finish dinner in town till the zZz monster came finding me liaoz loh... Initially booked 8pm.. coz they were not done yet, i changed to 9.30pm... Was kanna scolded lo coz i called quite late (sumore am not member) SOb..
ARGH!
Tired.... Lazy liaoz... i hate to wait... But am really kinda paiseh to have made the 2 guys rushed their way le.. and the ladies never turn the plan off.. so plan continued.
Was really rushing our way down coz we are gonna be late for 9.30pm. Lucky we made it on time. Was really scared i took any wrong route.. if not, i think we can "ba lei gam pong" liaoz. haha.. Lucky we didnt.
BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On the way back home, really drive till "Holland" manz! Lost the way to wenli's hse. From her hse, dunno how to go PIE (lucky we still managed to get to the right direction). Go the wrong way to debra's hse. Back home, instead of TPE(SLE), i went TPE(PIE).
ROAR!!!!!!
I was finally home at 3am. Totally shagged and my headache got terrible and horrible till it gonna kill me.
SLP! and the next day i am so unwell with the headache to go to work =_=
Wow... I have been neglecting my blog for so long. Basically nothing to update about. As usual, Mon - Fri, Work work work and pending for weekend to come...
Anyway there will be a small change with my daily life.. BF is going oversea detachment coming wed for almost 2 months! my ATM is gone....... the Car will be on my care, hope i wont do any change to do b4 he comes back. *pray and hope my life wont be even more boring after he left.. *pray
Alright... Freaking slpy coz just sent BF to work... Bye!
Today is finally friday, and awhile later it will be saturday already. My! My! Holiday passed damn fast siaz.
Okay, today i really got a freak out of me. In my office, I placed my files under my desk coz i have limited space. At this one point of time, i need my file to check something. And Just before i wanna grab the arch file, i saw a BIG COCKROACH resting on top of it la!
HOW and WHEN THE HELL DID IT GET UP THERE?
I Screamed and Jumped out of my chair manz! I dun care if i look unglam. Its SCARY k!!
Anyway i heard from my colleagues that before the office was being renovated, every morning you are able to sweep up one bag of cockroaches and you may see rats running around.
EEKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But now occasionally you will get to see what i just saw today. and there may be dead rat above our ceiling (coz our pest control guys put rat poison there)
The past images keep flowing through my mind. Not only images, the emotions too, which made me feel breathless. They made me remember few things which i never thought of. I did hurt someone badly. I'm sorry. Maybe its too late.. maybe it had been forgotten.. but i still wish to say, I'm sorry..
I am having a hard time recently. I can hardly sleep and I lost my appetite. I didn't expect it to affect me so much especially after i know the truth more after so long. However, i did not regret knowing as it clears my doubts, which i longed for the answer.
Truly, I made lots of regrets. Regrets which i feel i could sigh forever. As told, nothing can be change now. I believe there wont be any surprises in my life anymore unless i got a genie in a bottle.
I wish to escape far away from this world. Maybe a lost of memories would help. Many were hurt coz of the indecisive me. I admit its all my doings, its all my fault.
Why? I keep asking myself. Why i am stuck in this situation? Why am i still running on the spot? Why i didn't move forward which i always thought i did? Why i get to know it so late, so late?
My mental are getting tired and weak. But it seems like i am not allow to rest yet. Every images seems to keep refreshing themselves without control. Its as if its just yesterday. I am trying hard to relax but it doesn't seems easy. I am feeling exhausted. Let me disappear......
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